So many thoughts,
I don't know where to begin,
I'll start from my heart,
and what I feel within.

I still have feelings,
which haven't changed,
because when you left me
my life was re-arranged.

I used to cry
so many times a day,
but lately those tears
have been fading away.

I am hoping that
my brighter day soon will come,
and maybe, just maybe,
I'll find that special someone.

Yes, it's been hard,
but I'm getting back my life,
I've even managed
to put away the knife.

I will find someone
who's right for me,
who loves me
and lets me be all I can be.

Yet the thought of you and her,
is tearing me apart,
because you will always have a special place
in my broken heart.

Do I still love you?
Yes, I do,
but another part of me
is getting over you.

I never thought I would say this,
but I simply have to confess,
with each and every day that goes by,
I love you less and less.

I just wanted to be with you,
but now you're gone,
and the time has come
for me to move on.

You meant so much to me,
in fact, you still do,
from the bottom of my heart,
I loved you too.

Cyber Love Poem ~ In A Perfect World

They met one night in a crowded room
He spoke, she responded
Polite banter at first
Neither realizing
That destiny had begun to loom

So many similarities
So many interests shared
Too many to be coincidence
Neither of them cared

With every question asked
A new layer was revealed
Two souls reunited
Their fate already sealed

A smile, a laugh
Words unspoken
They knew if not careful
Hearts would be broken

Their fire burned white- hot from the first
No time to waste, so much to say
An unquenchable thirst

"In a perfect world" he'd gently say
And she'd sigh
And the time would keep slipping away.

Not another love song
Or another book to read
Not another movie
It's not what I need

Don't tell me about it
Frankly, I don't care
Should I turn and leave
I can be invisible over there

Stupid made up stories
Love-fairytales and romance
Radio plays a false hope song
Volume- off
Don't want to dance

Ironic: Tears come to my eyes
Every happy poem I write
Lies, my dear, are the sweetest of tears
That let me sleep at night

I write another poem
One less happy one to read
I don't want another love story
It's the bitterest lie to me

Another night and here I am
Setting in the dark again
Another day goes by
and still asking why
I feel the same constant pain?

Is it my mind, thoughts
or my heart
Is it an illusion, delusion
or confusion
I'm not certain

Though certain of
the reason and cause
The rose falls a part
and dies without rain

You see the pain I feel is joyful
yet leaves a burning sensation
deep within
Not a mistake, a regrettable fun
or unforgiven sin

Not a hidden secret
of a fruitless past abandoned
and left behind like snake's skin
Not lost hopes, or shattered
dreams never came to be

Not lost time or efforts
of running for the win
It's the pain of an aching lover
Who suffers every hour
yet keeps it in

I don't know if this poem is any good... I'm just really upset right now and I have to get it out.


I thought things were good now
I thought we'd overcome the bad
Now I see through the illusion
Of the love I thought we had

You told me that you met her
Now you don't know what to do
I smiled and said "Just pick her
I'll be fine not having you"

But I couldn't hold my tears back
So I whispered "Got to go..."
Then I quickly hung the phone up
So my hurting wouldn't show

Now I'm shaking and I'm crying
And I don't know what to do
Cause the truth is, I was lying
I can't make it without you

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go

 

Quote

"I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because every time I fall in love... it never seems to last. "

****Love****

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Repentance and Forgiveness

I talk to many callers who are confused on the issue of forgiveness. Some imagine that they have to forgive and forget and just move forward with somebody who has done something bad or wrong to them or someone else, in spite of the fact that the wrongdoer has never owned up or apologized. Check the scriptures and you'll see that repentance is a constant requirement from the prophets and from God.

The qualities of repentance, getting back on track, are the four R's.
The first is responsibility: We must recognize that we have done wrong.
The second is regret: We must have true remorse for doing wrong and for the pain and problems we've caused.
The third is resolve: We must be committed never to repeat the act regardless of the temptations or situation.
The fourth and probably the most difficult is to repair the damage we've done, or at least do what we can to apologize directly to the injured party.

When someone goes through these four R's with sincerity, I believe you have the obligation to forgive even if the trust is not yet re-established.
And, as to that trust, there is an old Arabic saying: "Forgive, but tie up your camel."

Beauty Tips

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge you'll never walk alone.
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anybody.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you'll find one at the end of your arm.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself, the other for helping others.
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.
True beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows.
And the beauty of a woman only grows with passing years.

                 Windows XP Error-codes

• WinErr: 001 Windows loaded - System in danger
• WinErr: 002 No Error - Yet
• WinErr: 003 Dynamic linking error - Your mistake is now in every file
• WinErr: 004 Erroneous error - Nothing is wrong
• WinErr: 005 Multitasking attempted - System confused
• WinErr: 006 Insufficient Memory - Only 50.312.583 Bytes available.
• WinErr: 007 System price error - Inadequate money spent on hardware
• WinErr: 008 Broken window - Watch out for glass fragments
• WinErr: 009 Horrible bug encountered - God knows what has happened
• WinErr: 00C Memory hog error - More Ram needed. More! More! More!
• WinErr: 00F Unexplained error - Please tell us how this happened
• WinErr: 010 Reserved for future mistakes by our developers
• WinErr: 011 Window open - Do not look outside
• WinErr: 012 Window closed - Do not look inside
• WinErr: 013 Unexpected error - Huh ?
• WinErr: 014 Keyboard locked - Try anything you can think of.
• WinErr: 018 Unrecoverable error - System has been destroyed. Buy a new one.
• WinErr: 019 User error - Not our fault. Is Not! Is Not!
• WinErr: 01A Operating system overwritten - reinstall all software. We are terribly sorry.
• WinErr: 01B Illegal error - this error is not allowed. Next time you will get a penalty.
• WinErr: 01C Time out error - Operator fell asleep while waiting for system to boot.
• WinErr: 01D System crash - We are unable to figure out our own code.
• WinErr: 01E Timing error - Please wait. And wait. And wait. And wait.
• WinErr: 020 Error buffer overflow - Remaining errors will be lost.
• WinErr: 021 Mouse not found - driver not installed. Click left mouse button to continue.
• WinErr: 022 LPT1 not found. Use backup. (PENCIL & PAPER.SYS)

Friends Without Faces

We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens;
We all have to wonder, what this possibly means.

With our mouse we roam through the rooms in a maze -
Looking for something or someone, as we sit in our daze.

We chat with each other. We type all our woes.
Small groups we do form while we gang up on our foes.

We wait for somebody to type out our name.
We want recognition, but it is always the same.

We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt
In IM's we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt.

We DO form friendships, but why we don't know.
And some of these friendships will flourish and grow.

Why is it on screen we can be ever so bold ?
Telling those secrets which have never been told.

Why is it we share the thoughts in our mind
With those we can't see, as though we were blind.

The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell:
We all have our problems, and need someone to tell.

We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must
So we turn to the 'puter, and to those we can trust.

Even though it is crazy, the truth still remains
They are our Friends Without Faces, and odd little names.

Dear Lord

Appreciating Mothers Regardless of Her Faults

At...

1 year - Mama
4 years - I want my Momma.
7 years - I need to ask my mommy first.
12 years - My Mother is so uncool.
17 years - Naturally, Mother doesn't understand.
21 years - Mom is so out of touch - What would you expect?
30 years - A little patience...Maybe Mom will have a good idea.
35 years - I'll call Mom and see what she thinks. Mom is really a lot of help.
40 years - Maybe Mom and I could do that together.
50 years - I wonder what Mom would have thought about it.
60 years - I wish I could talk it over with Mom once more.

from The Bridge Across Forever

A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we're pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we're safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we're two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we've found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.

True Love

When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults,
you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes.
Instead, you forgive the mistakes, you accept the faults,
and you overlook the excuses.